Hah! I’m never-in too, but I gather the only way to break out of THAT cycle is to leave.

Never in lurker here disgusted that our country has allowed this to happen. Anyway…when I read “endless cycle”, my thought went to “endless billing cycle”.

that’s as true as it gets Nat… MLT said something last Tuesday, during the live blogging, that really got me thinking of late, a lot — about trust. Me, i think, more often than not, why would anyone lie to me? I mean, in my sheltered world, I don’t get lied to all that much. Yes – some, through out my life – but my ability to trust has not been systematically ground down by a thought-system like Scn.
to the point where i can’t… love
and trust
someone, some ppl
and learn something besides.

bc… well that fucking 26 taught me a gd thing or 2. :/

oh well, i’m-a gonna watch & see. u too, eh?!

I love this story XD

Are ya ready for this? During the Flunk-Ziontologist-StillKeyedIn-JoeApple-Dean-on & on !!
holy crap, i have a list somewhere on the old ‘puter of all the incarnations of this
—- person —-
who was at that time, a really nasty flip-flop, creepy, new experience for me, TROLL.
wtf?! Didn’t really even know what that was, Nat! so new to the internet (i’m old)
How can ppl be so shitty to one another on-line? jebus
Then came Lifter68. And I thought Flunk sucked hickory-dick. sheesh.
Now this Z again, this quiet hardly never posts at all person, went after Flunk, like how Howdy could & would do… and Espi….
anyway, I liked that. It takes balls to jump in & speak your shit.
Like Obs said & I have found, he’s usually got a bead on trolls.
So I ‘trusted’ this Z. He liked & was liked by Bury, Stillgrace, SPF & CH.

Later a new guy starts posting & this Z-again says, he’s lying to the bunker. What’s this?
(this new guy was not The Flunk, btw). Lots of butthurt ensued, bottom line, the new guy eventually leaves, never to be heard from again. Whatever.
I got tangled up in this one tho & was called a troll in cahoots with Z
[ O_o, me? are you kidding? El dork-o supreme-Oh, a nasty troll me?? omg ]
I didn’t defend myself, I just STFUed, but SPF & Obs & BTNs vouched for me.
So it worked itself out, i guess. And, of course, I’ve stayed. But I don’t know nuthin’ Nat — not really.
The next day I pm’d Bury & told her that this is the voice I hear when this Z-again posts:
https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/d14cbf42aa2ac509b3d414f5cd3514db8092a7be0c68580a4413fa7fb71e9329.png
Oh Ha! in my defense I had just watched “Firefly” for the 2nd time. lol
Also, I wanted to believe it could be true. That he would comment in TUB.
Anyway ~ Bury laughed so hard at me! Told me it was a good thing to have such imagination still working in my life. Nice way of sayin’ , wait for the facts, be cautious.
but we both thought, wouldn’t that be cool if it was.

anyway, long time ago memory. and just sayin’
Kim is Kim. She feels the way she does & has the right & the vagina to post what she thinks.
She owns her words. Anybody can read the thread & decide what they will.
cheers ;P ~ Q

J – the haircut looked great last night on Leah’s show! BTW – yours & Karen’s story has always hit my mom-heartstrings to a degree that has no words – but last night as Karen choked up & you stepped in to speak about how you located Alexander’s remains so she could kiss him goodbye… ugh tears! NOTHING could erase the pain of losing a child, but having someone by your side who clearly loves, honors & protects makes it immeasurably easier to walk that heart-wrenching path! I’m thankful that, for all you’ve both endured, that you found & have eachother!

I had no idea the doors that would open when I accepted a friend’s offer of a couch to sleep on in July 2016. Getting from there (Los Angeles) to here (Upstate New York) meant putting 2,700 miles between me and some of the nastiest people (Sea Org members) that I’ve ever had the displeasure to become acquainted with. (I used to be a S.O. member and hope I had a better disposition.)

One must wonder if S.O. members Beatriz Castro Macias (my accuser in scientology’s Temporary Restraining Order fiasco) or PAC Base Security Guards such as Odo G. Huber and Jason True will ever realize that their misguided efforts have been made available for the world to see through blogs such as this. They gave/give their “all” for scientology. “Do it from Ron,” is what I’m sure the Office of Special Affairs told them as OSA hired goons to follow me (and God knows what else).

I’m happy pretty much wherever I am. I appreciate the sun-drenched warmth of Southern California just as much as the solitude of the Utica Marsh on the verge of winter. My home is where my camera is.

Happy Holidays to you, too, Missionary Kid.

Thank you, ExCult.Jan. Happy Holidays to you, too! Brr!