Although it took me way too long, because of my fear of Looking, I have come to the same conclusions as yourself. Frankly I’m still trying to find the full Love in my heart, but I have certainty of where I’m going,
unlike the unreal vague nebulous feeling that was always there in Scientology.
LOVE can’t be bought with money and “tech”.

My wife just died of cancer, directly traceable to Scientology, and to rub salt in the wound I now realize my brother-in-law has cheated me out of any inheritance. Little love in that man’s heart. So it is hand-to-mouth for awhile until I can put some finances there.

I will pick up the pieces, as I did after the nervous breakdown I had 10 years ago due to the believed falsehood at that time that I had missed my chance for “Total Freedom”, following being thrown out of Flag on a bunch of trumped up minor charges, by the SP who ran Ethics then.

Scientology is nothing but an insane nightmare, which now I have replaced with things that work, true healers, and actual tech that successfully reaches directly to the subconscious (“reactive mind”) to fix it.

Thank for sharing SIADR your experience. It has been enlightening. I did hear about Wayne Dyer. I will be bunkering less to focus on meditation and my life as it has only been 16 months sinc I left scientology. It has been a pleasure speaking with you. I wish you the best and will continue to send prayers your way. Happy Sunday!

BTW, I have another friend in the Carribean who seemed to run out of money and
get very depressed, but after talking to my Chaneler friend used the Abraham group
to very effective results. He had a lot of Serendipity and Synchronous experiences.

I am aware of the Abraham group, and have 3 of their books. My favorite one is
“The Vortex” and particularly the Esther’s CD talk that goes with it. It is one of the best at that level. My channeler friend when I met him (the 2nd time) recommended Abraham & Bashar to me. All great stuff.
Did you know that Wayne Dyer got his cancer cured at John of God ?

You are welcome.

I forgot to mention I just watched a 2 hour live event with Esther Hicks and Abraham in an interview with Wayne Dyer. Esther channels the collective conscious Abraham live. If you go to hayhousesummit dot com. You can watch it for free. The title is co-creating at its best. Great positive message.

Thank you for the recommendations.

Thank you.

SPW,
It just popped into my email from Monroe Institute:
Free for 7 days: “A Psychology Of The Future”
which includes many speakers. Grab it while you can !